I have graduated for 1 year and 3 months and threw myself in the "working industry" in 1 year.
One chapter closed - I quit the job BUT the rest of my life-book still opens - and (maybe) unwritten.
One year passed and we all grew up naturally like the apple trees ...
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I came back to my closet, I had thought that I would have been crazily happy to wear my old cute casual clothes after a whole year dressing up. But I did not. I did not feel that way. I threw my used-to-be favorite things into the dark site of the closet and started buying new elegant clothes. What happened to me? I asked myself million times in front of the mirror. What happened to me?
So, it seems to be like this... Once you grow up, the old clothes will not fit anymore - either outside or inside out. So does everything else around you. The whole universe is changing everyday - fooling me just do not realize it until now.
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I had lunch with T.A. 2 days ago. He closed his chapter, too. We talked during out lunch - a lot :) - but quietly and maturely like "adults". I told him I had my feeling of the new year coming - it would be like a maelstrom for all young people like us when we step up into a new life level.
All in all, I am glad I bravely turned another life-book's page that was really tough. I am ready for a maelstrom :)
